Today was a big day. I woke up, I cooked myself breakfast, I watched Roseanne, I had my heart broken a little bit more than I thought possible, and then I finally decided to stop avoiding the inevitable and sit down on the computer. I found myself someone worthy of hearing me speak of my problems. I don’t really think I’ve ever found someone worthy of that because I have absolutely no faith in most humans to be able to listen or have enough knowledge to understand. For a lack of better words, I hate humanity and think we’re all incompetent idiots. I haven’t really felt the rush of relief yet, because all I did was punch some numbers in and leave a voicemail. We’ll see if she finds me worthy of counseling, or if she finds my insurance worthy of accepting is what I should be saying.